Friday, April 18, 2014

18-4-2014: If Thailand were a Person...

Hi, everybody!
So, because it's Friday, and I had somewhat of an extended holiday (due to the fabulosities of Songkran, which are still being celebrated, by the way), I thought, "Why not write up another post!" Thus, here I am, typing as I think.
*I apologize in advance if this all comes off as babble, it kind of is...

So, I love recognizing observations I make while in this beautiful country, especially when I am making them after six months of being here (imagine when I hit an 18-month mark, AND I still am making more discoveries!) Anyways, one of the first things a foreigner (especially from a westernized country) will notice is how a lot of food and drink, when served as something "to-go," will be served in a plastic bag. For those don't understand, this is what I mean:
Yes, they drink straight from the bag, and sometimes eat straight from the bag as well. Normally, they just take the food home, and pour or distribute the contents onto a plate or into a bowl, depending on what it is. The bagging doesn't only apply to food, it applies to everything. Not just shopping bags or "doggie boxes,"  but, literally, EVERYTHING. I mean, for my one cup o'joe, I was given a plastic bag. They EVEN have a specialized plastic ring with a strap, making your drink as "part" of the bag. WHAT

Now, don't get me wrong, I don't always mind it. I just find it rather humorous when I am having bags of things bagged in mo plastic bags. It can be a little bit unnecessary. There are times that I do appreciate the bags, though. See, because the people of Thailand use plastic bags so often and for everything, they have come to specializing some to increase convenience. For example, if you go to a coffee shop and are picking up a few drinks for other coworkers or friends, there is a bag to help you carry your drinks; they are more reliable than those dinky cartons that McDonalds may give, or the cardboard drink carriers or fast food restaurants may supply. 
(***This is only based on my experience of living in America, and I would love to learn more about the drink-carrying tools used in other cultures!) 

The way these "drink-carrier" bags work, there are two "dips" in the bag, , and part of the bag (the middle) is sealed together, creating two sockets in the bag in which the drinks can sit, and not jumble around wildly, spilling your purchase around messily. It can be quite convenient.

For the eco-friendly people, this can be a concern, because plastic is non-biodegradable and, overall, is not that great to the environment. If you have ventured to Thailand before, you already know how much a problem litter is in Thailand. Plastic bags, cups, broken glass, old food, and so on cover the ground in the less-touristy places. Recycling isn't a big concern here, but I am noticing that the trend is starting to catch on at companies. In all honesty, recycling would not only be beneficial to the environment of Thailand, but to the economy. People would be able to work in recycling plants, earn a living, and reduce the amount of litter around.

So, if Thailand were a person, she would be a crazy bag lady, having a lot of bags that she has no use for, but definitely full of surprises.
As for an update: this upcoming Saturday, I plan to celebrate the festivities of Songkran in Pattaya with friends. It may get wild, and I hope I have pictures!
Other updates: I am still not sure about what my next few months will be like, but, considering how many options I have now, I don't have a doubt that, with time and some effort, more opportunities will make themselves viable. 
I have been talking, of late, to some Thai people through a website called www.conversationexchange.com.
It is an excellent (free) resource for anybody who is interested on learning a language and, in return, will share their own. It can also be a really good way to make contacts for any time you would like to travel to a destination where English is not the first spoken language. In fact, with the connections I am making, I am also receiving insight, suggestions, and support from these friends, in regards to applying to jobs around Thailand. Never underestimate the value of any person, even if you are unsure of their initial value.

Anyways, if anybody has any questions about Thailand, feel free to ask. I love answering the questions I know, and researching the ones I don't. If you have questions about the food in the country, or even if you would like a really easy recipe for a delicious dish (whether it be a dinner course, or a baked good), I welcome that as well!

Until next time,
K.

UPDATE! After posting this (Same day!) I received some Kraw Paow Moo (Stir Fried Pork with basil) and rice (with an egg...that I popped by tripping up some stairs). Each had their own bag, and after receiving them, I also received an apology for not getting another bag to bag my bags of food!



Tuesday, April 15, 2014

15/4/2014- Walking, Water in Songkran, and Magic... Cake

Hello, fellow readers,
So, for an update, I would like to say that I had a four day holiday. Honestly, I didn’t really know what to do, so I did what I normally do when I approach these standstill points; I read and I walk. Walking is therapeutic for me, because it is one of the few times that I am dedicating time to myself. My thoughts can reorganized, my stresses can be worn down, and my ears can be enticed by the sounds of songs that I had forgotten were one my iPod.  It is one of those things I have found much appreciation for. I’m exercising, making discoveries of restaurants, boutiques, and other knick-knacks, and increasing my opportunities to meet new people. Should I also mention that I am practicing my Thai-speaking skills. Some people, I know, don’t seem to recognize any of this as beneficial. Others, on the other hand, probably do understand the significance. It is the life experience that is important, the people-skills, the adaptability skill-development, and the budgeting. Walking is therapeutic.  Staying inside all day isn’t. I don’t know how people can live a life like that. I think the key characteristic in the personalities of these people is that they have fear: fear of embarrassment, fear of making a mistake, fear of failing, especially a fear of new or experiences. This may be just my opinion, but those people won’t live very exciting or satisfying lives. They will constantly look back and have many regrets, but try to cover it up like the Fox and the Sour Grapes.
Now, let’s return to this four0day holiday. It is Songkran, which is the Thai New Year. In Thailand, I have seen three different New Years celebrated: the Gregorian (with BC/AD) calendar New Year, the Chinese New Year in February, and Songkran. Songkran is a major holiday in Thailand. It typically runs from April 13-April 15, but is celebrated around those days.  As part of the celebration, (I should warn you) many people come out in the streets with water guns, and buckets of water, and will spray or splash any passerby. The less-crazed people will pour water on your hands.  The warning I have: If you want to walk around during Songkran festivities, bag all of your electronics, and expect to get wet. You might even have a white clay wiped onto your face. If you do not like physical contact from anybody, I would suggest that you do not go out at all. I enjoyed the frivolity of the people. Some of them are a little bit more dangerous, because they will ride in the beds of trucks, and throw water at anybody. If you are wearing a Songkran shirt (which is a Hawaiian shirt to many of the Americans I know), you are a voluntary target. If you are a foreigner who wishes to experience a Thai celebration, this is the one to witness. It’s quite a relief, as well, to be splashed with water on a hot day. It’s quite honestly, a big water fight, and many people of all ages participate.
As for other updates: I experimented with a new recipe. It’s called “Magic Cake”  It gets its name from the fact that, with one batter, the cake will, in fact, produce three layers.  It was a collection of firsts for me with this recipe. First, I was making a cake for the first time in Thailand. Secondly, it was my first attempt at making this “magic cake.” Lastly, this was the first time I was whipping egg whites to the point of stiffness. I am not sure which was the most daunting idea.  My reasons: I was still experimenting  with this gas oven, which seems to have three options: Hot, Very Hot, or Off.  Because the recipe demanded for temperature in Fahrenheit, and with the settings of the oven, I would have to keep a watchful eye. One very helpful hint that a good friend gave to me about baking, and I have stuck to it ever since: If you can smell it’s aroma, it is either done, or you have five more minutes.  To be honest, this has held true in every baking experience I had ever since.
Now, about this magic cake; as I mentioned, it created three layers, and you only use one batter. The bottom layer is a dense layer, like hardened custard, I would say that it has the consistency of flan. The middle layer is similar to  Bavarian cream custard, and the top layer is reminiscent of sponge cake. The key part to ensuring the third layer lies in two Steps (1, and 3), accomplish these two, and you will have the three layers as advertised.
Anyways, so there are many flavor options for this cake: Vanilla, chocolate, fruit, lemon, (even pumpkin!) I decided to stick with the classic because this was a first attempt, and I never like to get too crazy with a recipe until I have the feel for it.  Vanilla, it was.
The recipe was fairly simple: it only had 4 steps:

Ingredients:
4 eggs, separated
½ cup and 2 Tbsp.  of sugar
2 tsp. Vanilla extract.
1 stick (8 Tbsp/ 125g) butter, melted.
2 cups () lukewarm milk*
½ cup of flour
*The milk should be room temperature or warm in order for the butter for not to solidify.
  1. Beat egg whites until stiff.
  2. In another bowl, mix egg yolks, sugar, and vanilla until light in color. Add in melted butter, mix until smooth.  Add milk, stir. Add in flour, stir.
  3. Carefully fold in the egg whites into the batter. Pour batter into an 8x8in glass baking pan (I used a circular pan, and it worked fine). Bake at 375°F for 60 minutes, or until golden brown.
  4. Let the cake cool for at least 3 hours.

Pretty simply, right? And look!


Now, for the close-up.... Watch it model it's hot self!
And for it to model some clothes...


Well, here is the reality of my experience: I started with Step 2 before I attempted Step 1, because I had never beat egg whites, and I had a fear that maybe the egg whites would lose their “stiffness” by the time I had completed Step 2. It worked out fine, because my milke was at room temperature, which did slightly affect the butter when I was mixing it, BUT because the stove top has a glass cover, which was above the oven (so it ended up getting warmed from the oven heat), I could set the better on it, keeping the butter at a liquid consistency.  For the egg whites, I’m not quite sure how long it took for me to beat the whites, but, I though that I would have to try the “bowl above the head ” test (a test to check the stiffness of the egg whites; if the whites drip onto your head, you didn’t whipe them long enough; if they stay in place, ‘you done good.’ My egg whites were sliding around in the bowl, but they were also staying together in one mass, and it turned out that I could scoop them like ice cream, and they maintained their shape. (Success!) Folinding the egg whites in was fun, because, in order to create the top layer, you need to keep that frothiness of the egg whites, aka don’t mix it extremely thoroughly.


My cake only took about 20-25 minutes to bake because of the extremity of the heat of the oven. In addition, because of the high-heat-producing oven, my cake turned out a little bit more brown that I would have liked, but considering that this was a first attempt, AND the cake wasn’t close to burning, it still is a major success. The only other slight qualm I had with the cake is that, when I first cut into the cake, the custard layer seemed a little too liquidy, and leaked, but the slice of cake I had still maintained its shape, and the custard didn’t actually leak out of the cake when it was served on a plate. Oh! And I would suggest, for a simple garnish, dust the cake slices (Not the cake) with confectioner’s sugar when you serve them. They will look angelic and dainty. I would also possibly suggest adding rum and vanilla bean into the cake (sans the vanilla extract) It would be aesthetically delightful to see the custard with the little specks of the vanilla.
Oh, and as I’m typing this, I just wanted to mention an odd encounter. I went to the main shopping center here in Rayong (Laemtong) to see if the local Apple distributer sold Macbook batteries (because mine unfortunately died) and to see if I could find a suitable belt for my oversized pants (I have already gone through two belts in the last three months). Unfortunately, the store I saw did not distribute the battery as I hoped, so I will need to visit Pattaya (a well-welcomed roadtrip!) and I didn’t find a belt vendor. Oh, well. Anyways, as I was leaving, I passed by a tall foreign woman, who I presumed was either from Sweden, or Russia (many of the foreigners are from these countries). She also was about 5’10-5’11”, which is what I say that she was tall. After I left Laemtong, I decided to go find an indoor coffeehouse so that I could be typing this lovely post for you all! One of them, called “Big M city Rayong Coffee,” had drawn my attention because of the cute westernized souvenirs outside and inside the glass window. Unfortunately due to the holiday, it was closed an extra day. I continued my trek and landed upon Dollars Café, which is a slightly more frilly place (a bit too doily for my taste, but it still serves coffee). About 20 minutes into my stay here, in walks the tall foreign woman with her male-friend. The funny thing is that this coffeehouse is quite a distance away from the shopping center, AND it is on another road. Definitely a coincidence, pleasant nonetheless.
In reference to my last post, speaking about future opportunities, there are at least two backup plans that I have in mind for if my current job status doesn’t work that way I hope it will, even with the strategic efforts to make sure I have it. One of the opportunities is to take up with an agency to work in another part of Thailand, and if I like it enough, stick with that, teaching English around Thailand or Asia. The other option is to look into being an au pair, which my friend is currently doing. Of course, because she already has some experience, I have asked her about her experience, what steps she would recommend I take if I decided to go forth with this. Being an au pair would open my access to Europe, for at least a year (and maybe other opportunities to stay there, if I find a way to increase my employment value, or learn business trades that I could utilize to really establish myself). As I mentioned before, I am not ready to stay in in the United States right now, because there is way too much out in the world that I need to experience, see, feel, learn, break, and fix before I “settle down.” Hah, settle down. That’s a term I’m unwilling to accept, even if that means backpacking around on minimal change. Even though it may be difficult, it is doable; there are people have accomplished it and survived to talk about it. Maybe I can be one of those, but we’ll see! I might be able to write a memoir about all my experiences. I think that, in addition to inserting my random dreams as short stories… oh, the possibilities that are available! If I end up as an au pair in the next year or so, I definitely think I would love to be in Spain, learning the trades of the Spanish life. One idea I had in mind for the future is to start a business involving pastries. (I don’t want to share the entire idea yet, as I’m not ready to share it until it’s developed and marketable.

Until next time,
K.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

10/4/2014... Missing home... and relieving homesickness with pumpkin

Hello, you lovely people!
During my stay in Thailand, I have thought about "back home," a little. Honestly, I don't really think about the United States that often, I have been too preoccupied being involved with what I am doing in the now, and my plans for the future. I am having so many adventures here, and I love it! Each experience, whether positive or negative, is teaching me a lot: about life, about emotional stability, about taking care of oneself, about patience, and especially about food tolerance. Every now and then, though, I have that slight tinge of nostalgia. I miss some of my favorites cities and towns and I really miss food. I'm not talking about the KFC or McDonalds, either. I can get that here, but I don't want to. I'm talking about the food I would eat during the holidays: pecan pie, fudge pecan pie, key lime pie, fried turkey, and fried okra. These, by far, are my comfort foods. In the mornings, I especially miss the Greek yoghurt and muffins. And what about Starbucks classic pumpkin cream cheese muffins? Those, I would gladly spend the $3.50 for the overpriced hunk of deliciousness.

So, what do I do about this terrible dilemma? Imported Pecans are around 650THB (That's over $20 for a pound of pecans....) So.... it better be an extremely special occasion for me to be shelling out that amount of of money. And turkey? Forget about it! Key lime pie is almost possible, but I have not seen graham crackers or (bleh!->) vanilla wafer cookies on the shelves of the stores here.

What about pumpkin? Well.... there is no canned pumpkin. In fact, what they have here is Japanese pumpkin, which looks like this:
Yeah, it's kind of weird looking, and the name is pretty awesome! In Thai, the word for Japanese pumpkin is this:
ฟักทอง
Which sounds like 
FukTong
Hahahaha, it's a great word for the English speaker.

Now, the Thai people love to use the pumpkin for curries, and desserts (dessert: "Ka-nohm wahn"). Pumpkin in coconut milk is a fantastic treat.
I have never worked with any form of pumpkin other than canned pumpkin, so imagine my concern when I realized that there is no such form in Thailand. But there is pumpkin and it is by no means expensive. Looks like it is time to be creative.
My first trial with pumpkin is in my recent blog post, when I made Roasted Pumpkin with walnuts and garlic. It was a complete success, the pumpkin, after being roasted, softens very nicely. I also made those scrumptious cinnamon streusel muffin tops (muffies). Looks like there is a glimmering possibility!
The only thing: I need to learn how to make pumpkin puree for the muffin batter. Time to utilize that ever-so-convenient form of stalking: the Internet. I used a recipe from the How Sweet It Is blog, but, instead of using a pie pumpkin, I used the Japanese pumpkin, and cut it into chunks after cleaning and peeling it. Then I roasted it for about 40 minutes. and put it in the blender, adding some nutmeg(1.5 tsp), brown sugar(1tbsp), cinnamon (2tsp), and sage (3 tsp.) to it. This was my result:

It was a little bit sticky, and very dark, so I was a little bit worried, but it tasted quite good.
And this was the recipe I used for the Pumpkin Pie Muffin Tops, from Crazy for Crust's blog.

Of course, I couldn't help but add cinnamon Streusel to the top for some (refer to the same post I hyperlinked earlier, the recipe is there), and I decided to make some easy caramel, from condensed milk. (This recipe basically said to put a can of sweetened condensed milk into a crock pot filled with water on medium-high heat for ten hours.)
Result:


Final Result of pumpkin Muffies?
Massive pies of heaven.

On a final note: look what I found in Thailand!
If you guessed Gatorade, You are correct! Blue and yellow exist in Thailand (probably because they are the prettiest). Take, that/

12-04-2014: When Times Get Tough...

Hello all,
On Thursday, I received some slightly unnerving news and, for some reason, I handle stress through lack of eating and nausea. Apparently that isn't healthy, but I do lose my appetite in times of stress. Sometimes this non-hunger lasts only an evening; sometimes, it will be for a few days. I don't recommend stress as a way to lose weight, it's killer.
That being said, a lot of my living here has given me some training on managing my stress. Instead of having a few days of my brain starving my body, and me having restless nights, I've gone down to one or two days. It's an improvement. I also have learned more about talking to resources, and not being as fatalistic in my outlook, or one-track minded. I've become more keen to looking for resources that may give me more opportunity, and I am practicing my research skills, as well as my problem-solving skills.
Optimism is definitely key in searching for your open windows and opportunities. Just remember: when a door closes, there will be a window somewhere; you just need to look for it. Or, better yet, you better bust through a wall to make it happen. Either way, you do need to make a lot of effort. you also should set a long-term goal or two and figure out the steps you need to take to achieve it, and what you backup plan may be in the case you take a stumble. Don't lose confidence in yourself, because that is a one-way ticket to the demise of a dream. Also, don't let other people demean your value, live above their expectations and push through the hardships. Understand that life is hard, but it can be a lot of fun if you find your way, even if you stumble.
If money-making is your goal, you will work hard; you might work many jobs at once, and not find joy for a while. That's okay. You may go out very little and limit your spending so that you can save up money. Again, this is perfectly fine.
If you want to travel the world and don't have money, you will need to find a way to earn it, whether it is through donations, working two jobs and saving, and you may work the odd job while you are abroad. I would suggest that you do work the odd jobs. Many of these jobs are in hotels, hostels, and adventure companies. You will end up meeting a lot of people from around the world, either working with you or as a customer. Enjoy each experience, even if you are a housekeeper. Enjoy each location.
Personally, I know that I would love to take a holiday to somewhere in the world, although I am not sure exactly where I would like to stay. My experience with some young Swedish men I met while in Thailand landed some excitement and keenness to travel to Scandinavia. Australia always has adventures in store; so do Spain and South America, I feel. Honestly, I want to visit five out of the seven continents if possible, and I am constantly trying to figure out my options that will make this possible. So far, I have accomplished 3 continents: North America, Asia, and Australia. Next up: Europe and South America; probably Australia again.
If I visit Europe, though, I think a job is completely necessary. Maybe as an Au pair, where I can practice my care-taking skills, learn a new language, and still have some time to visit other countries.

As for now, I would like to find other like-minded people who might feel a little bit clueless about their life path, but willing to go on the ride, through the thick and thin, knowing that life isn't over yet.
I would like to close this post with a famous quote:
"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end"
 It says a lot about what's going on in life, and to not give up even when things are tough.

Until next time,
K.

P.S.- I'm wondering if I should make any reviews of any products or such. It's just a thought.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

4.4.2014- The Unfinished Coffee

I would like to express a pet peeve. It is not something serious and it will not be a complete rant.
One thing that gets under my skin is drink that is left out unfinished, especially if it is a hot drink, like coffee or tea.
While I do believe in the concept of the glass being half full, I also follow the practice of finishing something I have started when it comes to food specifically. I was raised to eat all of the food on my plate. For those who are concerned about my dieting habits as a child, this "finish all your food" concept also taught me not to put too much food on my plate. A good example is when a child goes to the magical funland of a buffet restaurant (my childhood buffet dream world was Ryan's, in Virginia)
I couldn't help but load my plate with all sorts of food: broccoli, corn, cherry tomatoes, cheese, ranch, fried chicken, macaroni, green beans, anything. Of course I wouldn't be able to eat it all, but I still expected to eat ice cream afterwards. Thus, being given this requirement to finish all of my food, I learned to prioritize the foods that I wanted to eat, and how much of those foods I should add to my plate before sitting and beginning my meal. It was a tough, but extremely valuable lesson.
Now, the way I see it, how you drink your coffee can say a lot about you. You may drink that caramel mocha frappacino. Maybe you just want a coffee milkshake?
What about that caramel macchiato? Something sweet and creamy, and fun! A cup of black strong coffee; maybe you are a little bit on the serious side, but also don't take what you think may be extra nonsense.
For me, I love my coffee cold, even in the winter. I always like to change it up: hazelnut, caramel, white chocolate, no flavor shot, cream, milk, soymilk, whipped cream, plain, cortadito, latte, and so on. The point about my coffee, I don't keep to the same because I get bored of the same thing every time. While, of course I know I will like something, I know that there are too many options available for me to ignore.
Sometimes I take my coffee on the go, sometimes I have it and drink it at the coffee shop, reading a book, looking at tumblr posts, reading Buzzfeed or HuffingtonPost. Either way, I am drinking it. I intend to get my full money's worth of the coffee; at my university, I typically shelled out a good $2.39 for (if we're talking about Starbucks iced coffee) or $2.75 for the delectable Pascal's Shakerado (which pairs magnificently with their chocolate chip cookies or Brazilian cheese bread. If you were wandering around, I would also suggest bringing something from Burrito Brothers there, and drink up on the balcony)


A Shakerado with a Chocolate Chip Cookie at Pascal's. (OM NOM NOM)
The way I view coffee is like this: it is meant to perk you up, so enjoy it. What you shouldn't do is completely negate it's value that is has in your life. As a non-routine coffee drinker (I limit myself to 1-2 coffees a week), I try to savor each taste I have. I go to different coffee shops to try their versions of something, attempt more flavors and styles of coffee. It is something that I make sure I enjoy. In fact, coffee time is considered "me time," meaning that I do not focus on anybody but myself and what I need to do for the next hour or so, depending on my schedule. I enjoy that time and that coffee.

(SIDENOTE: My coffee frequency isn't that I have limited access to the cup of energy, I just decided that I didn't need it on a regular basis.)
Others, I have noticed, have a different approach to coffee. One particular subject, my uncle, brought my attention to coffee drinking habits because of the habits he has with his coffee. He regularly drinks about four cups a day, of instant coffee with an Equal sweetener tablet and no milk. It doesn't change. His drinking habit with the coffee, though, is that he doesn't finish it often. In fact, he will drink about half of it, decide to go to the store, and leave out the mug on the counter. Because it is such a foreign idea to not finish a cup of coffee, it sticks into my memory of how my uncle doesn't finish his coffee. This made me think about how he lives his life as well. Honestly, it is not anything I would want to take notes on for the future. The way he runs his life with people is by rushing them at all times; he talks at people, not conversing with them; he shoves his ideas at you, expecting you to completely agree with him and thank him for his genius, even if he didn't ask you your opinion or plans; when it comes to traveling, when he wants to go somewhere, he wants to go NOW, or as soon as possible; if he wants to go to a shopping center, he wants to get there as soon as the place opens so that he can avoid all the people. To me, the way he is living is not for the joy of it, but bustling forward. That is like being served a five star meal ,and not even taking the time to chew the food, tasting it, before gulping it down and cutting the next chunk of meat. While, yes, it does get the job done, there is no enjoyment and critical thinking, or just pondering, involved, and that takes so much of the pleasure out of it.
While it is a minor event in which not much may happen, the way you accept your coffee really does say a lot about not just the person you are, but how you perceive things, and probably what you consider important: time, your personal time, business, socialization, food, energy, etc.

So, the next time you realize that you have a coffee in your hand, please look at your mug and let it know "Hey, I appreciate you." It might just brighten you perspective of your day.

Until next time,
K.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

29.3.2014- Being in a Kitchen Alone has its Perks!

One thing I love about being by myself, is having the kitchen to me and only me. When it comes to a kitchen, I am greedy about that space. It is a therapeutic thing, cooking, when it's for me. Why? Because I know that I am not doing it for anybody else, and I am making something I know I will like, even it it fails. I listen to music, I communicate with others, I take pictures, I experiment; It's a process.
Example: one of the things I miss is pumpkin. Luckily, there are fresh pumpkins readily available for your heart's desire. The thing for me, is that I like to bake with pumpkin. In reality, that means I would need to make the pumpkin puree (which will be an adventure on it's own). My first thing, though, is how to do something with the pumpkin. I know there was a trend about using pumpkin as a side dish and, quite frankly, I was willing to try it. Please find below my homemade lunch, something that happened on my own.:
What you see here is my attempt at making roasted pumpkin bites with walnuts and garlic. The taste was fantastic. All I used was a touch of salt, pepper, a clove a garlic, and some chopped walnuts, an what I go was this flavor, reminiscent of thanksgiving dinner sweet potatoes. Yum!
To the right of the pumpkin, you will see baked bacon-wrapped chicken, and continuing clockwise, steamed broccoli. (those who know me know that I love broccoli)
Completely satiated my hunger.


Now on to the sweet stuff. Another thing I missed dearly were muffins. Blueberry, banana nut, carrot, bran, chocolate chip, strawberry cheesecake, wild berry, lemon poppyseed, pumpkin, ugh! :(
That being said, I was dead set on making muffins, it was going to happen. Now, I had really been craving one of my favorites of muffins: Cinnamon Struesel, and I wasn't going to let any flat pans stop me.
What's more fun than muffins? Muffies! Those who know Panera are completely familiar with the amazing-ness of muffies. And, since I had the flat pans that surprisingly enough look like that could make some serious muffies (muffin tops), I was totally in luck.
This Recipe says it makes 6 muffins, but I could get 8 muffies out of it. You can always substitute other ingredients, based on what you like (I will need to experiment more with other flavors, but I worked with what I had. I adapted my trial from Wilton Cakes and added on some other stuff.
  • Muffin
  • 1 cup all-purpose flour (you can substitute whole wheat or coconut flour here)
  • 1/4 cup granulated sugar (you can substitute stevia here)
  • 1 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1/4 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 cup milk (Sub. Coconut milk/soy milk/ or almond milk)
  • 1 egg , slightly beaten
  • 3 tablespoons butter, melted
  • (optional)- 1/2 cup chocolate chips
  • (optional)-1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • Topping
  • 1/4 cup all-purpose flour
  • 2 tablespoons brown sugar (stick with the brown sugar, because of the molasses content, I prefer light br)
  • 3/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
  • 2 tablespoons butter , softened

 Don't forget to grease your pans!
Cinnamon in one bowl, chocolate chips in another, to appease my cravings! For extra pizazz (by pizazz, I mean crunch), I added walnuts!
Now, on to the recipe itself:
  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit (about 175 degrees Celsius). Grease your pans
  2. In a medium bowl, mix your dry ingredients (Flour, sugar, baking powder, salt. 
  3. Add your egg. Then add the milk and butter. mix well.
  4. Pour half of mix into another bowl. In one bowl, add the cinnamon. In the other, add the chocolate chips.
  5. Pour batter into the pans.
  6. In a small bowl, mix 1/4 cup of flour, brown sugar, cinnamon, and butter. Sprinkle this on top of your cinnamon batter.
  7. OPTIONAL: add 1/4 cup of chopped walnuts to your muffies (I chose my cinnamon, but I wouldn't care)
  8. Bake at 350 degrees for about 10-12 minutes, or until golden brown. (my oven gets very hot, so I always check at five minutes, then every 2 minutes after.)
  9. After you remove the tasty morsels, let them cool for about 5 minutes.
  10. For more delectable indulgence, you can mix 1/2 cup of confectioners sugar, 1/2 tablespoon of milk, and 2 drops of vanilla extract to make a fun glaze and immediately top any of the muffies.
This is my end result! 


 Om nom nom.These turned out to be a major success for my Thai friends, too. Would I do it again? Absolutely.

Enjoy, and let me know what you think! I want to hear about experiences with the substitutes (maybe someone doing a banana walnut with coconut flour and coconut milk!)

Until next time,
K.

25.3.2014-3.4.2014 Not all cracks are bad.

Hello, all.
I hope this fares you well. Today, I received news that will change my future. Surprisingly enough, when I heard the news, as negative as it may have been, I released a sigh of relief. Why?
Because I have been given a major green light to something I have been needing to do for a while: Moving out.

To make the long story shorter, it's been something on my mind for a while. I hadn't been in the healthiest environment for my development, so I was looking for a way to move forward. By not being the "healthiest," I mean that I wasn't feeling progressive, really just stuck in an "in-between" kind of stage. My friend put it in such good words
"It gives me a so-called excuse not to fully engage with the present moment, and I find myself looking more so ahead to the future. Putting all of my eggs into the basket of the future, which is made of smoke and mirrors."
In reality, this is exactly what I had been doing, with my social life. I inform people that I cannot go out on most nights because if have an "obligation," being that I have been playing nanny and babysitter to my cousin, teaching him to prepare himself for bed, reading to him every night, and waking him on on school days. Albeit, it is a legitimate excuse...to an extent. The extent is that this is not my child, and he is not truly my responsibility. The background reason of my efforts had been focused on not getting verbally mauled by an abrasively clueless egoist, while also trying to alleviate the woman putting up with him. Children should never be used as blame. They really shouldn't because they aren't cognitively developed enough to fully understand dynamics: social, consequential, etc. Back to the topic, I have been halting my person agenda of progressive development in business, in addition self-discovery, in order to appease someone who lost my respect after a month of my stay with them. I had been doing this to survive, but I felt far from living.
Although I am waiting for the moment for things to fall in place, I am feeling more motivated to work on the goals I had originally set; I'm going to need to commit in order to truly learn self-sufficiency and what I'm made of.
Now, to the nitty gritty of it, there is still the fear of leaving the unfamiliar because this will be the first time that I will officially be living on my own: no roommates, no family, no animals. For a (hopefully) short time, I may actually be the only tenant in my building. The hardest part, I think, about living on my own will be that I have to take on full responsibility for everything: rent, water and electric charges, maintenance (of self and of my living space), activities that I would like to partake in, and work. Luckily, I have a head start about taking on my work as a responsibility

                  The Communication....


The Transportation
The Work itself
While I had been typing this, I just received pictures, check them out!









A Walk-in View

All in all, it is pretty awesome. Even if there isn't a kitchen in the apartment. If you look at the window, that building is my workplace. I am sold. 
Now, all I need to do is make my list of "homie" things:
  • desk lamp
  • welcome mat
  • table chair (or stool)
  • alarm clock
  • linens
Not too shabby, sir, not too shabby.

Until next time (aka my post that will hopefully be made in the next couple of hours...),
K.